Wednesday, December 10, 2008
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can you feel the beat?
6:24 PM
Sunday, November 30, 2008
最近突然真的很欣赏自己。觉悟太高了。听了几个朋友的烦心事。看来还真是人人有本难念的经。
突然想到张老师告诉过我的：耐心等待，就会等到自己能够释放最多力量的时候。那时我并不知道她什么告诉我这些for what。现在反而觉得这类的话是受用的。
如何让你遇见我 在我最美丽的时候
那些失恋的， 等待的朋友
不如想想怎么让自己变成更好的人吧。
今天跟zy聊天。真觉得自己心境已经到30岁了。我突然真的很想躲起来。不必再去理会任何人了。
can you feel the beat?
8:45 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
yea yea....went out with veron today.we shop from wisma to far east, damn tired haha.
finally bought shoes. hehe....walk until legs damn pain..rar.
shall change to live journal soon, shan't use blogspot le.
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class chalet tomorrow!!! havent pack my stuffs yet...haha a lot of things to bring neh. and havent finish my PS too. rarr...
can you feel the beat?
6:52 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
i thought i wouldn't bother anymore.
but the feeling really sucks.
when you treat some people with care and take them as good friends. yet they don't take you so.
can you feel the beat?
11:52 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
thanks to all those who gave me your lovely birthday wishes. i feel so blessed=) hehe
zhaowei: it's really great to have someone same bdae as me, who share the joy with me every year. knowing you is great=)
zaw shane: haha... really didnt expect you to remember. but you did. thanks=))you're really such a nice person.
shuai shuai: hehe=) love you<3
kaiteng: love you too!
zhiqin: lol..i know you wont be reading this. ya..you very smart la!! enjoy the long break. cya during chalet.
Jas: yea..miss you gal. go out soon k
Peiying and Kahming: hehe..thank you=)) u ppx have been nice classmates to have<3
zhenghang: thank you! hehe can't forget all ur lame jokes that make me burst to tears man.
Man Lok: haha thanks tall guy!!!
Choon Leng: thanxx. cya during H3 CLL paper man.hehe
Wanghuan: haha, really didnt expect you to remember too. thank you=))
Veron and Vivien: love you ppx!!! go out soon go out soon!!!
Weilai: haha... thanx xiaowei. thanx for listening to all my crap sometimes too.
Zejia: hope you're doing well. thanks.
Connie: hehe yea, meet up soon
Bian Bian: sheesh. luv ya!
Zou Long: thank you.hope we'll really meet up someday if fate allows hurhur. haha
Pinkie: thanks.take care.
Jiacong: thanks.hope you're having gd time at cambridge!
lastly want to thanks my darling parents and dear grandma=))) really love u'al so much.
hope i didn't miss out anyone.
等待了2年的祝福还是没有来。呵呵。以后不要再傻傻的等了。我真笨。
还是就算记得也不愿意给我个简讯吧。是我太在意了。
在听宇多田光的FIRSTLOVE
呵呵。
一直都想告诉你，我真的真的希望我们从来没有在一起，这样就可以一直当你最好的朋友。那种什么事都可以依靠你的朋友。那种害得你女友都嫉妒的好朋友。
也一直都想告诉你，我后悔自己当初的不珍惜。更生气你没有遵守你的诺言：the bro didn't stay at all.
还有你。我从来没有想过自己会走到今天这步。但既然走到了，就在也不想回头。永远也不想了。两年。我不知道为什么，心里尽是伤痕。
每次叫帅帅不要放不下。其实放不下的是自己。更可笑的是自己。
我怀念的却是逝去了太久的过去。我疯了吧。这么多年过去了，我在乎的竟然还是这两个人。跟谁在一起都没有办法忘记。我不能骗自己我能忘了。
突然想到了海子的诗：
从明天起做个快乐的人
面向大海
春暖花开
can you feel the beat?
10:53 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
So….
I’m going to be 20 tomorrow…
This is really fast and…siao!!!
心里突然很多复杂感触。
岁月真的太。。。。
呵呵。
我以后只想
快乐就好。
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6:46 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
everything was like a dream, that was so long and daunting.
2 more papers and it's gonna be over.but i don't really know i should be happy or sad. haha...gotta keep myself busy after A's so that i won't think of any stuffs.
那天在图书馆又看到他了。
然后心里冒出了一句很奇怪的台词：
我们再也回不去了。因为我们之间隔着长长的岁月 。
流年似水
can you feel the beat?
6:45 PM