Friday, December 31, 2004

Farewell 2004

Today went to this caring nite countdown party with mum..council got free tickets. But then it wasn't that fun..coz it was raining and lotsa pple around..we were squeezing here and there. In the end the rain kinda became heavy and mum wanted to go home to watch tv..(Tv oso got dunno wad parties i think) ...yup, so we went home..not waiting for the foam party.

2004 is gonna to be officially over. I oso dunno what am i feeling. A lot of things happened in this year. But dunno why i kinda can't remember a lot of them anymore. Haha, think i suffered from goldfish memory?! Now kinda realized some things ..the more u want to forget, the more u can't. But some things the more you wanna remember, the more it fades away. Hmm..i shld write some things that i rem.

Debates- it got me to know a lot of pple better..pple like beibei, danqing..all i can say is that it got me more interest and i'm going again nxt yr. But wondering if got time.???

Life skills camp-- i rem it was a camp tat made me knew a lot of pple. Quite fun. And i got burnt..serious.

Sec2 dance competition- It was a hard experience. Think it was the first time tat me, jiayi and via threw our tempers in front of each other. It was that time that made me realize one single soul can't change much.

3 week experience in boarding sch- maybe that was the time that i vividly home sick. And that's the period when i soul chat with bingyu untill 1 am. And had a good talk with niu laoshi. Though both of them were somewhat away from me now..niu laoshi went back china..but it's really a memorable experience.

youth day talent time- probably my ever last time dancing with bingyu. 2005..we'll all be busy.And that's probably the time that i realize we 2 ppx got a gap between us. I chose to keep it away from me. But i always say that she's one that sometimes got close thinkings to me.

Drama and choral night- My ever last choral night in nanyang. Though it wasn't a great show, but in my heart, it was already well enough for my group. And it was the first time for me to be an emcee..though really making some funny mistakes..but great experience

Council election- It was a big event in the middle of busying preparing for exams..i remembered i was nervous on stage..but most pple said i look very calm. haha and u noe what, i met some unknow sec 1s saying they vote for me coz i look the most calm...hahahah

Council camp- no need to say. It rox. haha

There're obivously much more to go. But i kinda cant rem..poor me...now..some new yr resoultions

1) stay happy from the bottom of my heart..take a lighter view for certain things
2) stop being a stupid huge slacker. Work hard for studies!
3) Reach out for the moon=) ...even if can't still got the stars=)

Hmm..tat's all. This entry is really long.

16 岁的花季-很值得期待未来。我的未来不是梦

Thursday, December 30, 2004

I'm BACK TO SPORE...

arrived at today 6 am smth. The flight was dunno why kinda felt very fast. I had a deep sleep and dunno why woke up den gonna land liao. But very uncomfortable..i sprained my neck..coz the plane's chair is uncomfortable to sleep in. The plane met some dunno wad cold air wave and continued shaking very seriously lor...i was kinda a bit scared...it shaked really very a lot. maybe night time the air is colder??? dunno ehz.

Realized i missed a lot in council...ahhhhhhhh...and i'm switched to SWC. Dunno how am i feeling. Coz previously quite used to PRC and now suddenly dunno why switch..but anyway, i believe go any committee oso good experience lah. =) Tmr will be council's countdown party at jurong east..hahah just so near my hse.

I havent finish my hw=( die die die die die die die. Haiz...really got a lot lor. And just noticed some ks pple already studied nxt yr A math liao..haiz. Realized i'm helplessly a big slacker. A few days ago, i told my mum i wan go harvard..now think of it it's extremely extremely ridiculous. ok, dun tok abt this thing liao.

Today morning tok to cy on the phone. Suddenly dunno why felt 2004 was already soooo far away. I'm unused to some old friends, some past things. Dunno wad am i saying. I'm opening my hands to welcome 2005. But yet i wish it come slowly..coz i really not prepared for a new year yet. How can i snatch more time? Dunno. I'm crapping.

Friday, December 24, 2004

very long didnt blog liaoz.
I'm still in china my grandmum's place. Well, it snowed a few days ago..haha so i kinda a bit excited. *hehe*
Dunno why i cant access to my blog, but other pple's blog still can access..weird. These few weeks having a slacky+sicky+coldy time here. I was sicked for 2 times in 3 weeks..so great right. Hahahahah.
Yup, as i told some friends, this journey i discovered a lot of things...but dunno i realize i'm still a na2 de2 qi3 fang4 bu2 xia4 person. I still tend to have feelings over passing and entring. Haiz..wad am i toking abt?

A few days ago read a book《左手倒影右手年华》
The writer is the one who wrote huan4 cheng2..he descibe himself has those kind who smile very often but dun mean he's happy. He may laugh when he's sad. Haha..kinda alike me.

你永远不可能看到我最寂寞的时后，应为只有你看不到时的我最寂寞

Mum yesterday had a party with her secondary sch friends. Well, she said some of them have not met each other for 30 yrs..I was thinking if i would still bother to gather with sec sch friends in the future.The earth is moving so pple are changing. Haha..my classic philosophy.

Dun feel like writing anymore. I got ERP assignment undone, Poems unread, A bit of math assignment undone. Haha..wonder how am i gonna finish it.

Monday, December 06, 2004

Leaving.Starting.Changing.

I leaving singapore tonight.Midnight flight to beijing. Will be back on 29 dec midnight..which is 30 dec morning. Yup...so see ya ppx nxt year=)

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Council Camp 2004- SPIRIT.US

well..the camp ended about 2 hrs ago. So i just showered finished and feel so clean and fresh..hehe. But my backbone, leg, knee, toes etc etc and all muscles all aching like siao.

Well, what should i say? I really dunno. Just one simple word maybe..ROX!! It was a tuff camp but come to think about it..no pain no gain. Everytime we do all sorts of physically tiring things..the kind of support we get from council mates were damn damn touching. I almost cried in 2 times..once was when biqi cried becoz of cheryl, another time is becoz our group cheer for the other grp while we were doing twinkles and they were supposed to find the jig saw puzzle. The 49 candle light thing was great and extremely demanding as well. Haiz..i shall not go into details liao.

In total conclusion right..this is my first council camp..it's really very meaningful i shld say. I dunno how to elaborate my feelings liaoz.. I got to noe more about lots of things that i may not notice before. And yup...there's really a kinda of bond in council that i didnt experience before in sec 1 and sec 2. Maybe partially becoz my class not bonded enough? i oso dunno.

Still remember Yingyi said something like[ always reach out for the moon, even if u fall, u'll land on the star] Wad a great theory. it's the same as we do standing board jump, always aim further than ur target to reach there.

ok..i shall stop here. Got to sleep..very tired

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

~ Okay..tmr camp la..i havent pack finish..hahah. This stupid quiz copy frm qingz's blog..i soooo sian nth to do. all my hw still piled up there. Haiz..i'm helpless...dun care~ btw..this is part of the quiz..it's too long liaoz..nxt time do the nxt part.



Your full name: Chen Meng
Age: 16
Height:167.5cm
Natural hair colour: black
Eye colour: brak brown
Number of siblings: 0
Glasses/contacts?: both oso have
Piercings: 2. one on each ear lobe
Tattos: 0. and never intend to have one
Braces: Yr 2001-2002

FAVOURITE
Colour: black, white, purple..a lot
Band: i oso duuno ehz..a lot
Song: dun ask me to list..it's too many.
Stuffed animal: doggie
Video game: dun play any
TV show: Many..but not those soap operas on channel 8 and channel u.
Movie: Brotherhood, Pirates of carribean...a lot lahz
Book: Da vinci code, tuesday with morrie..a lot lahz
Food: ice kacang..chocolates, marigold jellys, ice creams
CD cover: huh..cd cover??
Flower: lavender, white /red rose, sunflower
Scent: Not perfume scent can already. Flower scent is nice
Animal: dogs, cats
Comic book: kindaichi..read that thousands of yrs ago
Cereal: dun eat tat
Website: none

Play an instrument: violin
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week: Not so much..maybe about 40 hrs?
Like to sing: yup.
Have a job:How can i have one..still student
Like to play sports: depends on what kind..like swimming..
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope..i have lots of gal friends yesh...haha, i'm not les
Have a crush on someone: everyone had before right. Not now..coz nobody to crush..i dun have that much of strength to crush someone
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:I'm not so rich
Have any special talents/skills: Erm..dun think so..is a big slacker counted?
CAN YOU Sing the alphabet backwards?: maybe after some practise
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes: not ballet kinda..who dunno how to tip toe
Speak any other languages: Yup..only know how to say greetings in jap and spanish..lame right
Go a day without food: nope..i'll die de
Stay up for more than 24 hours: yup
Read music, not just tabs?: yah
Roll your tongue: yup
Eat a whole pizza: give me 2 days i can finish

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?: nope
Cried to get out of trouble?: Yup..a lot of times..countless
Gotten lost in your city?: yup..i'm a road blind
Seen a shooting star?: u mean meteor? Hope to see long time ago..but no chance
Been to any other countries besides the united states?: yep
Had a serious surgery?: nope
Stolen something important to someone else?: nope
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: no never
Cried over a girl?: yesh..over friendship
Cried over a boy?: er..yup..but only 2 times.* dun think wai1 wai1*
Kissed a random stranger?: erm..baichi will do that
Hugged a random stranger?: nope
Been in a fist fight?: no
Been arrested?: no
Done drugs?: no.
Had alcohol?: haha..is the one for my ear piercing included?
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: i dun drink milk often..
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: yup..tat's long time ago
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc: no
Swore at your parents?: yes
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: No..no bro to do that. If not i would want to
Been in love: Yes..i luv my parents..haha
Been close to love?: huh..wad u mean
Been to a casino?: no
Ran over an animal and killed it?: ants..yesh
Gotten stitches?: yes..when i'm still ver young
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?: nono
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: erm..no
Made homemade muffins?: Is the one at home econs lesson counted?
Bitten someone?: yap. when i'm small lahz.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: nope
More than 5 times?: tell u didnt go be4
Been to niagra falls?: i wish i had
Burped in someones face?: yesh..my mum..but accidentally
Gotten the chicken pox?: yesh

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: this morning
Went to the bathroom: a few hrs ago
Saw a movie in theaters: the lastest one is ladder49
Read a book: last night
Had a snow day: huh...??
Had a party: cca farewell party
Had a slumber party: long ago
Made fun of someone: last night?
Tripped in front of someone: long long long time ago
Went to the grocery store: with mum?? last week?
Got sick: i'm still sick now..a bit of sore throat
Cursed: nope..not so evil

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables: fruits
Black/white: white
Lights on/lights off: on
TV/movie: movie
Car/truck: car
Body spray/lotion: lotion
Cash/check: cash
Pillows/blankets: pillows
Headache/stomach ache: none
Paint/charcoal: paint.
Chinese food/mexican food: chinese
Summer/winter: summer
Snow/rain: snow
Fog/misty: misty
Rock/rap: rock
Meat/vegetarian: meat...haha
Boy/girl: how to choose? the earth is made up of 2 sexes..boliao
Chocolate/vanilla: chocolate
Sprinkles/icing: icing
Cake/pie: cake
French toast/french fries: fries
Strawberries/blueberries: blueberries
Ocean/swimming pool: ocean
Hugs/kisses: hugs
Cookies/muffins: cookies
sp33n/bewbz:dunno wad's that
Wallet/pocket: wallet
Window/door: window
Emo/goth: erm...dunno wad's that
Pink/purple: purple
Cat/dog: dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve: short
Pants/shorts: pants
Winter break/spring break: winter
Spring/autumn: autumn
Clouds/clear sky: clear
Moon/mars: moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?: u wan to count u go count
What are their names: lame
Do you have a best friend?: maybe
Have you ever liked one of your friends?: liked as in?? i like a lot of friends
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: girl
Have you ever lost a friend?: yes..a lot
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?: yup
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?: dun wan tell u
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?: erm...not really..
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?: erm..i oso dunno. I'm not them
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?: a damn touching thing. Came to my bus stop at 6 am smth to accompany me to sch...coz i was in a bad mood the night before.
Do you miss any of your old friends?: yesh
What friend have you known the longest?: myself
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?: yes
If so, what is it?: care too much abt tat person's matter...
How often do you spend time with your friends?:very often
Do any of your friends drive?: yes
Has a friend of yours ever died?: nope
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?: a lot..haha
What do you think your friends think of you?: I oso dunno..go ask them

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?: told u i love my parents
If you have, with who?: tell u liao lahz..stop asking
Are you single?: yes
Are you in a relationship?: nope
If so, for how long?: 0 seconds
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: in the past yesh..but now nope.
What is your idea of the best date?: dunno ehz
What was your first kiss like?: think u shld ask my grandmum..she saw me first
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: dunno...tell u ask my grandmum..or mum
Do you think love is a load of shit?: nope. But those kinda of crazy luv is shit
Whats the best experience youve ever had with the opposite sex?: erm...betting on soccer?...dunno
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: no..
Have you ever been dumped?: no
Have you ever dumped someone?: no..not so much strength
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?: noraml contacts...lame qn

I....
am: doing this quiz
want: better in studies..happy....
need: go buy 2 gifts for camp
love: my heart is closed at the moment
hate: nth
feel: sianz...
miss: no one at this moment
am annoyed by: myself for slacking so long
would rather: sleep
am tired of: nth
will always: eat and sleep