Friday, April 29, 2005

Sweating profusely

we got silver for the competition...hmm what should i say? Heard that both lilaoshi were rather disappointed..however, this was within my expectation yah...i'm saying the truth, i kinda know how far we can go. And art feast we are doing the same show again 0_0 god...really can't stand the ju ben, but what can i do? The teachers don't allow us to change ju ben completely. -_- kinda wondering where is our cca heading to...esp after the sec4s go off this year. Don't really have that much of confidence in the rest of sec2s and sec1s. Haiz

These few days were damn damn damn hot ..almost get heat stroke liao...haiyoyo. My air con fees yo. Haha. Can't help it...the hotness is buzzling in my head all the time, unable to concentrate in class. Oh, forget to say--after this week's bio spa, i'm hating her like siao siao siao. Really, never hate a person soooo much before. Just want to say stop being so bias, doesn't mean u are a tcher and u'll always be right. One day u'll get it, u will, u'll realize how good u had performed as a teacher. U'll fall one day. But i dunno when--even if it's after i leave nanyang. But i'm sure u will. With your this kind of attitude to the students, your biasness...o thank you that u're a "great" bio teacher. *enough don't feel like saying anymore. Just want to say that i'm really disappointed. It's the reality that some of ny's tchers may not be even better than some neighbourhood sch...it's a pity that what's inside here is actually so hard. I don't think you even deserve that much amt of salary each month...don't you feel guilty? if it's me, i will. i certainly will. * i noe i'll taking a big risk to say smth like this in a blog...but i don't care*

Nxt week got 4 tests. Bio-Phy-Math-Eng. Oh congrats me. I hope i don't fail any of them...

Thursday, April 21, 2005

暗香
歌手:沙宝亮 专辑:《金粉世家》片头歌
歌词正文作曲:三宝 作词:陈涛 演唱:沙宝亮

当花瓣离开花朵 暗香 残留
香消在风起雨后
无人来嗅
如果爱告诉我走下去
我会拼到爱尽头
心若在灿烂中死去
爱会在灰烬里重生
难忘缠绵细语时
用你笑容为我祭奠
让心在灿烂中死去
让爱在灰烬里重生
烈火烧过青草痕
看看又是一年春风
当花瓣离开花朵 暗香 残留

haha..this is a damn nice song..but a very saddy song also.

these few days also dunno how i felt.Mixed feeling....don't know to to elaborate at all. Wish all the best to my cca competition. Today cca me and lanfang and rachel all cried...funny...this shows we have strong mo4 qi4 and affection??!! 0_0

Screwed my phy spa and lit test as usual...woah great. Nxt week having chinese test+chem test+ bio spa+critical reading test+ pdd presentation perhaps. OH GOD SAVE ME. i havent start revising for anything yet...happy new year cum merry christmas..this is so wonderful and happy and joyous.

I think i shall stop the craps and go to revise my chinese. yeah.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

omg...haha i quit blogging for almost like 3 mnths...hmmm good that i didnt forget my password.
Okies..i'm coming to blog coz i'm feeling ultra ultra sad today...really sad coz lots of things bothering me greatly.

1) my studies is giving me headache..everything going down the drain..oh thank you i hope i dont flunk my entire term 2.
2) i'm under lots of stress...yesh partially frm council
3) emotionally down coz i realize i'm driving someone out of my heart and it's painful...really pain. perhaps it's stupid to drive that person out.
4) i realize afterall...i'm alone. tat's pessi but somehow tat's the truth..i found no one to soul talk to. patheic.

薰衣草的香味我永远都忘不了。
但有些事注定要退色就真的会退去
或许是我变了

记忆很美但总不能活在过去
所以只好去忘掉
哪怕是用一辈子

或许人有轮回
那么我希望不要再遇到你
若再遇到，我怕我们已不记得彼此
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今天开着水龙头在SHOWER ROOM 哭了， 感觉很爽。也许我该学会控制自己的七情六欲，毕竟感触太多会影响情绪。如果你很久没哭那就哭吧，哭是快乐的。