Saturday, December 31, 2005

LAST DAY

2005 will end in less than about 8 hrs. Haha. i need to wave goodbye to 2005 and start anew and fresh yeah?!

今天早上看了看几年前的日记。心里其实很有感觉，觉得以前的自己真的很单纯，想法很不一样。2005 年，我变了很多，也长大了很多。岁月其实过的又慢又快。在南中只剩下1/4 了。没年为新年规划规划是我常干的事，只希望自己可以真的朝目标努力吧。

okies. so my 2006 new year resolutions.

1) study hard. study is on the top of the list. i always say this but always dun do it

2)give my 110% for council and cca. Coz it's my last year in both of these organizations... they mean a lot to me... just dun wan to leave any regrets ba.

3) try to be positive all the time. dun feel too depress when i fail tests or smth. i want to be happy and wish everyone to be happy too.

ok. tat's it.

Now i'm willing to let go. Let go of all the unhappy memories in 2005 and just remember them as an experience. 2006, shall start fresh and new. 2006 gonna rock=)

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

万世沧桑唯有爱是永远的神话
潮起潮落始终不悔真爱的相约
几番若痛的纠缠多少黑夜掐扎
紧握双手让我和你再也不离分
枕上雪冰封的爱恋
真心相摇篮才能融解
风中摇曳炉上的火
不灭亦不休

没想到神话的主题歌还是很好听的。今天又写了一个剧本。自己很喜欢，可是我知道又是一个没人可演的剧本。不知道自己怎么了，最近很喜欢有神话色彩的爱情故事，所以写出来的东西都是灵界的凄美。写自己喜欢的东西才是最重要的吧，别人能不能用就不要去管了。ATTITUDE。。 哈哈

突然之间很喜欢韩红。她声音真的很棒。哈哈。一想到开学之后就不能在浪费光阴去搞这些东西，还是蛮难过的。呵呵

Monday, December 26, 2005

要开学了，不知道为什么心里很惆怅。呵呵，最近在猛download songs.
我想一切也许会很好的。忙碌的日子或许更充实。将是中学的最后一年了，我想我会很珍惜。
等待我的也许是很美的风景，我何必畏惧？
时间它永远似乎不会让人有思考自己生命的功夫，就这样，慢慢的我们都会长大然后成家然后就老了

废话不多说了。

幸福其实并不远
因为它在每个人的心里

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Council camp 2005

NYSC--the hard felt way. Yah.. feel it in your heart. I still remember what kristy said. A lot of feelings, may it be passion or love or anything, it may be very hard to express or to be said. As long as you have it in you heart---FEEL it. Embrace it. I think this year's camp is great. The tone is much much better and it was really not what i imagined to be.. not that scary. Instead, it is more inspiring. BATCH 10 and batc 07 our dear juniors, GREAT JOB and luv all of you=)

Today was talking to rachel about some cca stuffs and problems. I don't know how exactly i feel and what exactly i want. Just that all i want perhaps is for our cca to become better and in the years to come, at least establish and realize a long term goal. I know it'll be very hard to do that. But i really hope that one day perhaps in the years to come, people will know us as chinese drama, not chinese society. I hope there'll be a day when people mention us they will remember our good production. I know it won't happen in our years, and although i do have a lot ideas, but i know that there's no point worrying about stuffs that are not within my control. The teachers and the school seemed to have planned it all for us. This is the reality. Sometimes fighting for what you want may not get you anywhere at all, cause in reality, there will be obstacles that you can't overcome at all.Above all these, i think i realize that all i should hope for is not much. Just step out a bit and do something within next year and hope that some long term goals can be achieved in years ahead.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Jiayou

Council camp is going to come in less than 19 hours!!!!!! Yah. I think i'll just go there with a happy face and hopefully it'll be great. It'll be my last ever council camp together with councilmates. So yah.. i noe it will be tuff for sure but will enjoy it=)

Sec 4 farewell on sat was good. Feel like thanking all the seniors for being there for us. Batch 9 you rock=) I know u'al will miss us and we'll miss you too for sure!
well.. i cant remember who said this last time.. but i feel like saying this now. At the end of your 4 years life, it'll be your councilmates who know you best, coz they went through all the same stuffs as you did. I think as councillors, we really shared something that others do not share. The friendship between us, the passion and the spirit.. they are all.. yah.. priceless. Haha.. think i'm being sentimental again. Farewell's song singing time was touching.. especially when Janice typed that"remeber to invite me to your weddings". Yah.. in a flash of short time, we'll all just grow up and have our own lives. All of these will just be part of our memories one day. There'll be a day when we look back at the path we came by and just feel 1001 kind of feelings for it.

I think we'll be able to discover a lot within this 4 days of camp.. and of coz be inspired.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

5 days left

kks. 5 DAYS LEFT TO COUNCIL CAMP. AHEM. AHEM

currently having a headache. Pretty bushuang coz i always get headaches after being out in the sun for too long. this is sucky.

today had writing of tributes cum cheering session together with the juniors. Haha.. then saw the bsp batchmates. HAHA.. WELCOME back. Like one month never see them.. makes me feel like as if a year has past.This is weird. I bet they experienced a lot of changes in themselves, unforgettable memories and stuffs.

Yesterday night discovered that we actually got more HOMEWORK. --eng essays cum chem sia. And all those wadever emails the teachers sent made me feel being pushed back to reality. 2006 is really coming near. Am i ready for it? i don't think so.

Monday, December 05, 2005

有 多 少 爱 可 以 重 来
有 多 少 人 值 得 等 待

前 几 天 在 看 电 视 ， 听 到 这 首 老 歌 。 有 一 点 点 小 感 慨 。 呵 呵 。 明 年 的 我 想 必 会 很 快 乐 。 至 於 现 在 ， 我 已 经 发 现 自 己 成 长 了 很 多 很 多 。 对 於 很 多 过 去 的 事 ， 只 会 给 予 小 小 的 感 叹 ， 感 叹 时 光 的 仓 促 ， 感 叹 自 己 的 成 长 经 历 ， 除 此 之 外 ， 我 不 会 再 多 想 。

昨 天 打 电 话 给 外 婆 ， 跟 她 聊 了 一 下 。 她 说 跟 我 妈 妈 一 起 在 看 我 小 时 后 的 录 像 带 ， 很 好 笑 。 呵 呵 ， 我 想 生 命 是 很 奇 妙 的 吧 ， 17年前 我 或 许 只 是 一 些 没 感 觉 的 细 胞 ， 而 现 在 已 是 个 有 思 想 的 生 物 。

好 了 ， 不 废 话了 。

Thursday, December 01, 2005

K-BOXING

haha. today was kind of so called official beijing outing..though we only had 7 people coming. LOLX. Yup. Me and sher ,dong, jiin, huiping, xinying and shuhui went to Cine for k-boxing. It was really kind of very very fun and interesting.. can you believe it?? we K-BOXED for about 5 hrs. Which means we were singing for 5 hrs!!! haha. It was enjoyable lahh.. all those out of tunes and jumping on the sofa. Let me list all the funny stuffs we did.

1)far far far too high and jumping on the sofa while singing SUPERSTAR etc. We were totally mad. Like as if it was OUR CONCERT

2)Huiping damn enthu to "sing" all the raps

3)Everyone dao-ing hanzhi about her 183 club and wadever

3)Sherene was totally dunno how many octaves lower.. yahh she's always very low..

4) huiping ignoring the waitor when he came in to talk to us abt some stuff.. she was singing in her own world

5)the waitor came into our room and told us " you are NOT SUPPOSED to jump on the sofa" we immediately got down and wear our shoes.. haha

6) one waitor pass by our room and totally gave us that "ARE YOU SIAO??" that kind of face (coz we were screaming instead of singing inside the room)

7) we continue to stay even though time was up. The waitor came after 45-min and chased us out. *huiping said we shld wait for them to chase us at least 5 times* LOL


KKs.. tat's about all. Haha.. i didnt mention all those out of tunes and stuff. NEVER ever sing SHAN HU HAI in K BOX again. COZ LARA'S voice is too high... it sounds terrible over the mic when i sing.. not a bit terrible.. it's very very very terrible. haha.