Sunday, February 26, 2006
爱情是什麽颜色的
can you feel the beat?
如果忧郁是蓝色的
快乐是什麽颜色的
如果寂寞是灰色的
天空是什麽颜色的
如果汪洋是蓝色的
我说天空也是蓝色的
因为他们彼此相爱了
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10:47 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
NYSC invest 2006 Novare Res
can you feel the beat?
yeah. i'm finally here to blog something more detailed abt our invest. Haha.. just couldn't forget the green light dance item...when all of us jumped in the air with 2 claps and landed together with our hearts smiling, laughing, crying, joying. The batch 9 seniors said that it's one of our best invests ever. Yes. i kind of agreed. NYSC DE INVEST is the most elegant man. haha.
THANX to my darling reception comm, can't forget the times when we meet online late at night to come out something for our guest book, can't forget the time early at 7am saturday when i went to council room to do guestbook with ailin and saw dear jiin shiuan busy with banners.of coz, i also won't forget the time when batch 10 danced in the quadrangle for the whole morning and ended up being very tired, but with high spirits, we cheered nysc and huga eh=) haha.. batch 10... we are forever batch 10.. till now.. i still luv our superman/spider man cheer!
Thanx to my dear swc. Juniors are sooo nice and cute. luv all of your. Elaine's socks with a heart shape hole, li ann's note and sweets, huiyan's goodie bag, and yeah aileen's.. haha i believe it's smth very sweet too. and of coz carrot, wanrong and sarah.. fellow batchmates and swc-ians..we'll rock our last year together.
Haha.. dunno what to say le. just feel like saying... nysc.. u gave me something that others cant give. Suddenly remember what kristy said: the heart felt way. Passion is a too big word to be said...it's meant to be felt.
10:29 AM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
council 2006.
can you feel the beat?
we rock. we rock. we rock. WE ROCK
I LUV U LUV U LUV U LUV U.
haha... am i suffering frm post invest syndrome? i dunno.
NYSC-BATCH 10-SWC: i luv you ppx.
9:52 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
Novare Res
2006.NYSC
yes.last year in council. must really treasure it.23 feb 2006. I some how predict i'll be very sentimental on that day.
and.. my darling cca. can we come up with a name for the production asap? coz i wan to show it off in my msn nick man! haha
can you feel the beat?
10:40 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
STOP ALL THESE CRAP. LET ME STONE OKAY?
can you feel the beat?
angst.
stop being so nice to me like when u didnt lock the door when i came back home at 12am, not scolding me for not studying etc etc... but please don't blow up at me just anyhow like an explosive bomb okkk?
and u. YES U. STOP TRYING to ask me do everything. I'M TIRED OK? if u wan me to pay the phone bill myself... FINE. GIVE ME MONEY and i'll go. STOP trying to push the responsibility around ok? if this house is a place for u to sleep only.. then GET OUT. U'RE THE EVER EVER MOST IRRESPONSIBLE FATHER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.
我冷，冷。真的很冷。觉得生活对我来说的意义已经模糊不清了。
呵呵 没错。或许给我一个机会来改变我的生命，最好的就是不要生下来。(昨天晚上我还是在否认这个选择的)_尤其当你生下来却有这种莫明其妙的父母。我知道我没有资格讲你们，因为父母无法选择。在你们面前，我已经不是我自己了，不再跟你们顶嘴，我已经在你们面前沉默又沉默，忍耐又忍耐。你们到底想让我怎样？
9:40 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
i've a lot of feelings. just don't really know what to write actually right now. I'M LOST IN MYSELF I GUESS.
can you feel the beat?
首先，只想对那些关心我的人说，真的很谢谢你们。真的。尽管可能只是很微小的，或是一句“加油”，不在乎你是否真心真意，但至少对我来说，我真的是感动的。
CCA--它已经快让我疯了。那天情人节的MEETING，虽然很冷，感觉不太好，甚至有那么几秒我很想流泪。呵呵，莫明其妙吧。可能真的只是不想把自己在南中和CCA 的最后一年浪费在无用的事情上，只希望我们可以真真正正的合作愉快，可以到最后一起笑一起哭，多年后在大家的记忆里，这次的PRODUCTION永远都是美好精彩的。可能，我想要的太多太多了。不是什么人合作都那么合的来。看着ENGLISH THEATRE 他们合作的如此愉快，只能说这让我更失望而已。又或许，我应该不要想太多，或许船到桥头自然直，或许我们到最后真的是可以一起笑一起哭的。
抱歉，讲了这么多不该讲的事情。
there's things in life that only got one chance. JUST one chance. take it or leave it. i've chose to take it coz my personality just don't let me put down things i luv.There's no way that i can just be di1 diao4 at all.
thanks to u for being there all the time. But just hope that u can treasure urself too. Be mature enough to know how to treasure urself. Life itself is beautiful , though it's full of ups and downs. But never give up, and never attempt to harm urself.
9:42 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
THIS WEEK REALLY SUCKs
can you feel the beat?
BIO TEST: kind of flunked.. coz did some questions wrongly.. and i missed out the lables coz i didnt see. LOL.
MATH TEST: left questions worth like 10 marks undone and sure a lot of mistake make. hope i pass it
PHYSICS TEST: totally flunked. 2 major questions did wrongly. DIE
LIT UNSEEN TEST: big sucker. fail for sure coz i interpreted the poem wrongly and crapping some rubbish all the time.
WHAT'S THE BIG PROB WITH ME. this shouldn't be the way. I'M DOING WELL IN NOTHING. NOT STUDIES, NOT LIFE, NOT ANY OF MY COMMITMENTS EITHER.
cca... haha... some stuffs happened.YEAH. but nevertheless. NOW I'M REALLY looking forward to the production. rach baona yihong jasmine leekoon and all sec4s and juniors and of coz all those people over there. WE WILL ROCK.
WE WILL.
8:59 PM
Friday, February 03, 2006
next week will suck.
can you feel the beat?
mon: bio test
tue: MATH TEST
thur:PHY TEST
UNSEEN LIT TEST: unknown date
wadever. haiz. mum was angry with me yesterday just coz i went back home rather late due to dance.. reach home at 8.40 plus and she was angry for no reason..&(*^*&$...
ANGST.she was saying..u better do well for ur sec4.. i doon't want to see in end up in some ulu school.yeah right. Of coz i don't want to.
最 近 心 情 很 不 好 ， 今 天 更 是 莫 名 其 妙 的 不 爽 。
某 人 说 ， “做 人 要 自 私 一 点。 作 为 学 生 ， 永 远 不 要 忘 记 学 习 是 最 终 要 的 ”
自 私 一 点 。 怎 么 自 私 ？
是 叫 我 少 去 搞 些 东 西 吗 ？ 我 很 难 做 到 。
其 实 还 是 矛 盾 的 ， 总 是 无 法 真 的 去 自 私 一 点， 但 心 理 却 还 是 挣 扎 着 。 我 不 是 不 明 白 。 我 现 在 所 做 的 一 切 对 我 将 来 等 於 零。 我 已 经 活 得 快 要 不 象 学 生 了 。 一 年 里 可 能 只 有 1/6 是 真 的 在 用 功 读 书 。 失 败 啊 。
郁 闷
郁 闷
真 郁 闷
11:09 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
OKIES. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. but just want to write smth.
can you feel the beat?
I REALIZE I FORGOT TO WRITE ANYTHING ABOUT GEISHA. YESH. beijing outing neh. haha.. it was rather nice. yeah. SINGING IN K-BOX WITH HUIPING+SHER+NICOLE+ADDIE... haha.. it was erhm.. wad shall i say. I think sher and huiping shldnt ever ever sing TOGETHER AGAIN. yesh. the movie was rather nice.. but the ending not that nice. THE MOVIE WAS DAMN LONG. i was practically hurrying it to end coz was late for my pri sch friends outing. KK.. then had neoprints.. haha.. first ever time had neoprints with PROPS.. haha.. got red wig and hats around. LOL. OKIES. ENOUGH UPDATE ABT THE OUTING.
cny hols was erhm.. like no time to study at all. HAIZ. next week got bio cum math cum physics test. god please save me.. i have a feeling that i'll flunk phy and math. sucks.
Have been intensively practising dance for invest. 23 FEB 2006 nysc NOVARE RES. haha.. we'll have an excellent show.
10:29 PM