Saturday, March 31, 2007

well... very long never blog le..

yah. have been sick all these days ever since last weekend>.<
don't really know the reason why...

haha.feel so tired.

council elects had their introduction on fri. Tania was telling me she feel smth like...a bit regretting not to run. Yah, i had a super terrible conflict with my mum and basically i was sad that i couldnt run. But seeing the quality of my faculty elects, i don't regret not running at all.

我可能真的习惯了吧。慢慢习惯现在这样。
我不一样了。我在变，而且自己可以清楚的感受到变化。
人大了，可能对很多事情都不在那么强硬了。就随便多了。
是吧，是这样的吧。

Sunday, March 18, 2007

无意间看到的。
很给人无尽的想象。
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OH NO... march hols is ending!!!
and i havent really mug much...

haiz... really gives me a big headache to think abt school reopening.
though the unknown composition of S61 is bringing some excitment, but still very fan2. Coz basically my life now is not settled.

i really need to join smth that can get me settled and make me love it.

刚刚写完作文。
KAO。。真的是。。自己都不知道自己在写些什么...

成长在回忆中度过。

呵呵

Thursday, March 08, 2007

各位自闭的朋友们，赶快教我如何做到安贫乐道，心如止水，
这样我就可以开始自闭，然后让自己不再对所有爱的东西有感觉，不再是现在这个连妈妈都讨厌的孩子。

呵呵。苦笑ING
我都快要讨厌死自己了。

觉得自己现在很像李白/杜甫。
除了忧愁，辛酸，不得志，悲愁。。。。呵呵真的不知道还有什么了。
就像他们一样，不被理解，不被了解，然后就这样渡过悲惨的人生。
(其实他们不悲惨，因为起码有流传百世的文学作品让后人敬仰)
NVM，MAYBE 我可以QUIT EVERYTHING， ALL MY CCAS AND DUN JOIN ANYTHING 然后开始学他们借景抒情，或是像那些隐逸的人多多学习。

I’m not supposed to join council. not even run for it. Not even a chance to run.
I’m also definitely not supposed to do any drama stuffs in my whole life anymore. Maybe forever just as an audience.

没关系。我会接受这一切的。
不过就是安贫乐道而已嘛，不过就是让自己销声匿迹，让你尽量不要看到我而已嘛。

很容易做到的。NO PROBLEM AT ALL。

当隐形人很容易的。我肯定可以学会的。肯定可以学会的。呵呵。

I’ll establish a new chen meng image in term 2. sure. No problem.

I dun wan to cry every night anymore. This is really sucky.