Friday, February 22, 2008
everything will be in place with time.
can you feel the beat?
i'm stunned at my own philosophical wonderment.
sometimes people just think too much, just didnt take time to treasure the simplest people simplest things that you ought too, or perhaps, the simplest love that always touches you.
6:25 PM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
开学很久了。我也很久没有在这里写了。差点忘了还有这里的存在。呵呵。
can you feel the beat?
今天说了很多话。说完以后并没有开心起来。说我不在意,其实有20%是假的。纵然我知道是留不住的,但多年的好朋友突然没有原因的离开还是有些不舒服。纵然我一直告诉自己其实这么多年我早就习惯了。我不是那个失去谁就哭得要命的小女孩了。
突然很羡慕TANIA AND YINYUE,很羡慕ZHAOWEI AND JIACONG。AT LEAST,THEIR FRIENDSHIP LAST。
突然又想到ZW很多年前就告诉过我,没有谁能陪谁到最后,爱人也不能,人是最为孤立的。若是如此,更无需在意别人的去留。
这仿佛是个逃不出的循环,我注定一年就要失去一个人。或许是因为,不曾真正拥有。
不想了。COZ ITS MEANINGLESS
7:06 PM